i dont know what i am crying for?
the loss of our baby?
the emotional pain we went through?
the physical pain i went through?
the fear of whether it will happen again?
just plain hormones?
all i know is that there is a hard mass in my chest that prevents me from breathing. and the only way to release it is through crying.
am i going crazy?
i cant sleep but i can eat though, i take comfort in eating, though when it comes to night fall, my appetite just disappears. dinner always forms a lump in my throat and i cant wait to vomit it all out again.
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BB, i dunno wat to say to u, but be brave... we r all on ur side & ready to offer u a shoulder shld u need it. take care!
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