Monday, October 17, 2005

its not going to happen

just got the blood tests results for sat back. hcg has dropped to 141.1 and progesterone has increased to 122.6 due to the jabs and the medicine.

from 202 to 141 is not good news.

despite all that puking.

now waiting for FY to call back with advice.

the doc called back and said to stop all medication and let AF come, it should come within 2 weeks.

this should be the end of this saga.

will take a break from TTC and concentrate on new job.

some of the gals where saying that a D & C will ensure that everything is cleared out and pave the way for a better next pregnancy.

went to see LA for advice, he said at this stage a D & C is not neccesary. he gave some medicine called cytotec which will induce AF. the bleeding will be about a week, then all things should return to normal physically.

at this point in time, reality sets in.

i wont have a chance to name this baby
i wont have a chance to talk to him
i wont be able to hold him in my arms ever

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